If you click the "quick links" then "today's posts" it helps. Also the ignore command is helpful to which is why I am here now.
Twila thanks for your candor. I'm glad I finally saw it. The reason I so appreciate it is that you had the nerve to tell me I'm being a blow hole.
Yes it hurts, I am human too. But I get it. What really hurt was the latter post that some just wish I'd go away. i wish I would too but i would miss the friends I made and my days alone would be dull.
I had no idea that I was hogging the threads. I had no idea that I was being a show boat. Starting to many threads, what ever. I'm not a bad person. I have feelings too. I don't like to hurt anyone. It's just always been in my nature to stand out in the crowd. In my profession I have learned that when in a room of competitors bidding on the same job, if I don't stand out, if I'm not a "show boat" then I just get ignored and lose which is something I loathe.
I was really excited when I first joined FlowerChat because I never found anything like it and I could identify somewhat to the plight. And it was fun making new friends, and I have always thought friends could let their hair down and have some fun, but as I said before your post, I try to apologize for my actions, and I learn not to go there again.
So I choose to quit posting, at least on the threads, unless I can add a comment that can be helpful. But I will post all I want on my profile page because I have a lot of ideas, and I love it when I stumble on a new idea or product or share thoughts with others. So if you still want to see all the goofy crap I come up with you can read it there. I can pm all I want too which will lighten the overcrowded threads.
All I ask in return is that you guys don't do this to the next show boat that inevitably will arise to want to shine, and realize beyond your own reality that some people just need to shine and share, but quenched they slip into deep despair. Because FlowerChat, I believe this might have some emotional addiction.
Thank you
Thom
