Ricky .I'm so very sorry for your loss, i know exactly what you are going through as i lost my Mom 3 months ago. Time is the only thing that will help to ease your pain. Much Love and Many Hugs to you
Joanne
I hope that you are able to create your Mom's flowers, as a celebration of her life through what you love to do and the skills you have to offer. Make them awesome for her
Rick, along with the rest of your FC family, we send our thoughts and prayers to you and your family, knowing God is watching over you, hand in hand with your mom.
Take care.